Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
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10:40 pm - i hated this city before you came here?
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circles?
full ones?
i dont like them.
somethings should just not happen
and yes some people
should just not speak to one another
mmm apparently all my cakes like icing?!!
hah i need to move asap <;33
current mood:  irritated
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Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
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12:36 am
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I am not going to even to pretend to know where to start. I need to write more often cause there is too much in my head too many people, so much going on and I think I like it. I think part of me has given up on anything solid or permanent for a while granted it could be sad but it is not. I like just enjoying myself cause there is no excuse not to. I decided that the two people I think about most live miles away and it is very silly. But hey it keeps me amused so I say it is okay. mmm I am getting myself in shape; mentally and physically cause that is exactly what I need. I need some foundation for myself before I wonder off into insanity and never return. A huge presupous is about to be right in front of me and when it arrives I want to be ready. I want to be sure of myself and my actions. It is funny cause I feel as though I should make some personal rules then again I am not a fan of retriction so it is almost pointless...
ahh nana is feeling better she had me scared the past week and she had daddy a mess honestly I have never seen him like that it was horrid mmm god bless her, i hope pop is looking out for her I really think he is...on another note it has been made completely clear to myself by myself that first loves can never vanish, silly me it took me over a year for that one to register oh and what do you do when you find a boy exactly like you in the most unlikely of people hah giggle, and watch soccer in bars? haha oh dear awkward...i love erin alot i love jess alot i love ali alot...i miss liza alot alot!..i am so amped about next fall so amped dinner on sunday with lou eric and erin reminded me of how simply nice it is to hangout with them i like it i like it alot ahhh I am one big rambling sack of jumbled thoughts....
<;3333333
current mood:  bouncy
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Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
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8:00 pm - all the good mistle toe is at the top! <;33333
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So I am sitting here at the good ol' Little Falls Recreation Center and I am watching "The Grinch Who Stole Christmas" and I could not be more cheerful. I feel like a five yearold girl waiting for santa to come and it is amazing!!! <;333 yay yay yay santa hat tomorrow!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS MY LOVES!
current mood:  cheerful
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Thursday, November 17th, 2005
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11:48 pm - so she called it like shot gun
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I do not know what to do anymore. You see everything's pretty awesome lately. Only I feel lonely it's like everyone has some one or they just aren't around. I want to be somebody's somebody I really do. Who? I have no idea, perhaps I thought I might know but I don't and I won't and I think I was wrong. I can't do anything about it and its lame... I have so much more I should say...
But I am sick of this thinking business and being mopey.
fucking i hope at least my dreams are sweet tonight
Madamounts<;33
Katie-Jane
current mood:  lonely
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Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
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12:30 am - help!
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what do you do when you just want nothing to do with someone
but they persistantly talk about how they miss you
and how its been to long
and you do feel bad but deep down you truly don't feel the need to see them
BUT you dont want to completely blow them off?~
eeeeeeeeeeewwfedjp
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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12:29 am - i have nothing left to say about this
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Monday, October 17th, 2005
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6:37 pm
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so i think my knee or part of my knee is sprained
hah and it is all because drunken katie thinks she is the hulk
but whatever, diana got effing kicked in the head today at Mount
i hope shes okay, i do not think i have ever seen a bump that big form
in that little amount of time
within like a minute it was a good three inches high
and she was bleeding from the ear, it was mad scary
mmm and hahahahha costa is so getting nailed for being an ass
i almost feel bad but then i do not, not at all
yesterday was interesting shall we say
i do not know how to deal with shy boys
some one help me, i cant tell if a boy thinks i am boring
or he is just too bashful to even speak normally
aw well i shall not fret it is definitely not the end of anything
i have been enjoying myself thoroughly lately
and with everyone
i love it
and i love everyone and i like balancing all of the kids i love
mmmm <333333
hah and the little falls rec center is the greatest place alive
mr. ament, my crazy neighbor who doesnt cutt his grass ever and
insists on being the basketball commissoner even though
both his daughters havent played in the rec in about 6 years,
hah yeah he is sitting out in the lobby with a cpmuter
yes he brought his own computer and set it up for registration
idk it made me laguh
ALOT
haaaaaaaaaaaaaa
MMM HMHMHMHMH MMMMMMMMMMMM YUM PASTA FAZOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood:  working
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Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
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11:41 pm - ink me up and turn me down
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my mommy is silly
my daddy is even sillier than my mommy
and i love them both way too much
i had such an awesome outlandish cildhood
it was amazing and hearing there comentary about evey picture
..yeah its that much more amazing
mmm sleep late, much?
please<;33
may all backstabbers and bitches and bastards and such please not put nice kids in bad moods
oh and may all kids everywhere use common sense and think about the people they care about when they do certain things
HINT HINT IS A REALLY GOOD BAND, and it is only coincidental that erin really likes them too ;c)
<33333333333333333 mad love skippy
current mood:  okay
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Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
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10:29 pm - i danced today maybe i rock
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i feel like i am regetting sick again
maybe next time i should lay off the alchy more more than 10 hours after i was sick
i hungout with jess
maybe that was nice i missed her
i had capas with a nie boy
maybe he really is nice
i played soccer today
maybe we will win tomorrow
i talked wisely with a lady friend today
maybe i fucking love her and am crazy relieved she so gets where im coming from
i bitched out ray today
maybe he deserved it, but i AM sorry <33
i went to sleep today
maybe i am not lying :c)
current mood:  curious
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Monday, October 10th, 2005
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8:07 pm - no way back
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simply i need to vent
i sick of two things and i am going isane!
ok so first and foremost i am sick of illegal substances chaning, and basically ruin kids that i love
having a good time is one thing, even everyweekend isn't so bad
but when you come to a point when you have turned from the nicest kid anyone has ever met to a scumbag
and you havent seen your best friends in months because their names aren't maryjane and gangua
IT IS QUITE ENOUGH THANKYOU
mmm so secondly, as cliche as it sounds...
i want a boyfriend so bad
i want someone to actually care about me and that i actually really care about
for a while now everything with anyone has seemed so one sided
or simply just for the ass and i couldnt be more sick of that
i want to be happy with one boy and i want to just be able to exist and not have to deal with stupid kids and their VERY unecessary shit
I miss you so terribly and think about you always
But then it's just my luck that the boy you use to be
is only a photograph and a box of letters.
mushy and depressed flesh all a mesh, i dont miss days like these
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
current mood: depressed
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Saturday, August 20th, 2005
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12:02 pm - thats just whom i am this week
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Wow so I'm working on being a better person as lame as that sounds, and I like to think it is working.
Some how I have myself convinced that if I have the disicpline not to bite my nails than everything will work out.
It keeps me relaxed so before I blurt out some lie to my parents or tell someone something to make them happy I take a deep breathe and think about my nails...
So this week has been crazy, and most of the craziness has nothing to do specificly with me.
People are just nuts and I guess I didn't make things better with lame jokes that aren't really jokes.
Also I think I'm beginning to realize that people has their own ways of showing they care and just because someone isn't like me and won't outrightly say "I care about you dude" doesn't mean they don't care. Too bad I had to learn that the hard way, I am completely sorry for that whole mess and I hope he is okay.
Other than that I'm all about making myself happy with simplicity. And wrestling in feilds and discussing isotopees is just fine for me thankyou :c)...
Mmm I miss Ali, and Jess, and Liza...they are needed, me and erin are going crazy
Honestly I need school, I need structure, I need to be busy, I need not to think about nonsense and learn! hah wow
Well at the moment I am awaiting Nana's arrival, I hope all is well because she is not here yet and Daddy said she would be here around noon and it is almost quater after and Nana is the apitimy of being on time oh man as i was typing this like an hour agao nana walked in :c)
<333333333333 thiss is glamour
current mood:  artistic
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Sunday, July 24th, 2005
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12:21 am - yes
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current mood:  apathetic
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Saturday, July 16th, 2005
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12:53 am - yum!
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| You Are Coffee Ice Cream |  Energetic and lively, you are always on the go.
You're doing a million things at once and doing them well.
You tend to motivate others and raise spirits.
You are most compatible with chocolate ice cream. |
current mood:  amused
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Sunday, July 10th, 2005
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1:14 am
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:c) i like things that come out of no wher i like them alot
he's so different and i like it, it seems so just idk nice i am happy and it has been a while so this is awesome
not to mention all of the small things like putting my purse back on my shoulder so it doesnt fall onto my arm ooooo boy :cP
hopefully all will be well...!!!<33
on and odder note, wrong place wrong time perhaps? idk its nothing really but typical i suppose typical, indeed?
eeeeeee soccer tomorrow doodz!!!! yay
<33 nite nite
MadLove<33K*Jane
current mood: accomplished
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Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
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11:04 pm - boom boom the sharpie haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aww
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:c) simply that
i like this feeling i do
thankyou!
"Lately I'm alright, and lately I'm not scared. I've figured out that what you do to me..."
May everyone of you have the sweetest of dreams!!!!!!! <;33
current mood:  hopeful
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Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
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2:43 pm
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hah so i'm like half asleep last night and the mermiad calls and is like coffe girls? hah oo man oh man im pumped aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah and i got tan wut tan yes tan! hah idk more freckles lets sya eeee haw eeeeee hawwww HOWL hahah BUST A BUST E_BUST mmm mmm
yum, much?
MadRadLove<33Katie-Jane
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Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
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2:23 am - a beautiful girl can make you dizzy
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Desperate and true, thinking of you
Borrowed and blue, sinking with you
-Give Up The Ghost
Yes, they are beautiful gals because they indeed
make every rotten little thing about like seem
like it is going to be okay!
<333333 Sweet Dreams Suckkas
current mood:  giddy
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12:45 am
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Boy who makes me sad
Boy who is superad and sharpie approved
Boy who is newly and adorably sweet
Boy who makes me sad?! effing constantly on my mind
what the fuck i shouldnt even think about you but yeah your a shmuck
and you are a shmuck cause you stood up there tonight and you looked so idk how you just are like well? any whoo
mm and than oh mmm you look at me like there is some kind of hurt in your eyes
i do not understand what i could have done to you but i wish ither for you to explain yourself
or at the very least just talk to me, that never use to be a problem?!
alright haha poor jen tho i must saw, yet another helpless victim of that flying mammal hah well ALMOST hah way to be a jerk i love it!!
I also love beeing so sweaty you look like you went swimming for hours hah! <333
current mood: sad
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Thursday, June 30th, 2005
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12:46 pm - gdfshgdgkfjh FUCKER HUSSY
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AND IT IS CLOUDY EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!
fucking incase you didn't know that
current mood: infuriated
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12:33 pm - just another girl markedas a theif? EFFF THAT
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you are simply the largest douche ever, plain and simple.
i was trying to let it go and jsut not let things get to my head with words like, it was only this and it was only that but pshhh
thats just ridiculous...all the late phone calls and all the effing explanations and philosphies, all the i miss yous?
i just do not understand. sure itd be almost easy to sit here and say i got mine and it was rightfully deserved but thats too,
whats the word, juvenile? i guess perhaps i put too much faith in you after feeling as if things were a breathe of effing fresh air grrrrr you don't put that much effort into a relationship of sorts or friendship for that matter and just simply wake up one day and be like yeah forget you fool. well at least that is dumb and makes no sense, you make no sense. ::sighh:: so the stars have told me to get out that magnifying glass and examine that drama haaaaha so here i am and it is not helping it almost just upsets me almost to the point of feeling stupid, but i am not stupid and boys play games lets say? fuck that people play games eh perhaps this is not helping but perhaps it is...honestly in your own effing words i am going to let it all come to me, i mean sure im not exactly miss suzie sit on the sidelines but i can try it right?! hahaa
eeee a bit of newness tonight should be entertaining i just need some clear headness going down woop wooooo
MadLove<33 K*Jane
current mood: confused
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